Life has been really busy recently and despite my best efforts I have been away a while again! I seem to always have other things that I want to do instead of sitting in my head and writing. I miss writing, don’t get me wrong, I miss it so much when I have characters having conversations in my head and by the time I have space to sit down I’ve forgotten them. I carry my iPad around with me yet never seem to think to take it out and jot these things down like I used to.
I spend every day with my Mistress now, neither of us being able to spend the evenings or the mornings wakening, apart. We have been searching for a rental property together so that we don’t have to travel between our places and constantly be packing and unpacking and living from our cases. I would go and buy a place, but am waiting for my contract renewal and although it is unlikely I will be out of a job, I know that if I am offered anything less than 2 years I will be moving on. I have been there more than 2 years now and have managed to get my team of 11 all ongoing contracts so it sticks in my throat that because of my promotion and salary that they are struggling to make me ongoing.
So, a rental it must be for the time being, and you would think that would be easy given my senior position and salary at work! But no, the rental market here is crazy and 50-60 applicants for each house and the rents increasing weekly! So we keep searching and living between each others places where we have but a room. Luckily my landlady is going away for Christmas, so we have the place to ourselves and it will seem if for a short while like we are home and as I write this, my Lady is decorating our very first Christmas tree in preparation for picking the child up tomorrow.
So, what have I been up to recently? Well, a lot as usual and some play thrown in! We have been to many events over the last few weeks and this weekend (apart from tomorrow when we have a birthday picnic for a fet friend of ours) we have decided not to go to the party we were meant to be going to for reasons, well I will get to that perhaps another time.
We had our 6 months anniversary last month and my lady spoiled me as usual and bought me a large canvas print which I intend hanging in my office, (when I eventually have one!) where it will inspire me while I write. We have very similar tastes and I fully intend getting the rest of the set of these prints. She also bought me the first of my 1000 cranes – its beautiful and framed and we intend to get the 1000 eventually! (It is said that whoever folds a 1000 cranes will be granted their hearts desire – as we already have ours we want the physical evidence that reminds us every day). I couldn’t resist buying her some too – 21 red ones in the shape of a love heart – they make both of us smile every time we pass them in the hallway in my house!
A friend of my Lady’s was to be married a few weeks ago so off we went on a long car journey in 32C heat with no aircon to Harvey (where majority of WA milk comes from), the wedding was beautiful and the ceremony of course involved handcuffs! We spent a lovely day fighting off flies and smiling at one another every time something was said that rang true with our relationship – nothing like a wedding for making you soppy eh?!
I had my first suspension at a local club which was awesome, as did my Lady, me in rope, her in silk – to say I loved it would be an understatement!
About 10 days ago we were turned into vampires with the most awesome teeth which we fitted to our teeth and looked like they actually belonged there! My Lady looked so beautiful and at the time I was her Sir. But it didn’t last despite the fact that it was still my turn until the following evening at midnight. We had been kissing and she grabbed me by the throat and before I knew where I was I was calling her Ma’am. I couldn’t have been happier, yet if she had done that any other time it would’ve earned her a slap for her cheek.
In amongst all of these happenings there have been some very important events!
The first happened on the 4th November when we acquired our pup Calico who, although not quite new to the scene was nervous about entering into a D/s relationship, however she fits in very well with us both although we do not see her enough at the moment. Hopefully that will change once we have our house as she is to move in with us, so we will be able to give her more attention than she has been getting at the moment. I can’t wait to chain her out the back yard as I’ve promised for her cheek!
More importantly on the 16th November I collared my girl and both of us could not be happier. We have discussed it for some time but neither of us were willing to take that step until it was the right time but also until the other had earned that honour. She fully earned that honour a long time ago to be fair but time had not passed to ensure that it was right for us both. It was!
The next important date was 30th November, St Andrew’s Day(my patron saint) and the day my Lady collared me. It’s so beautiful and I spend all day touching it and ensuring that it’s still there. I have never felt so complete in my life as I did the moment she put it around my neck, and I couldn’t be happier than I am at this moment. We as you know live a 24/7 relationship, and although we switch, it’s very easy and clear to us our roles, whoever happens to be in charge.
These are our day-to-day collars and we will at some point also have collars for wearing to events etc for whoever’s turn it happens to be for kneeling, we are in no hurry as we have the symbolism of what our relationship means now.
So we both are collared, a lot of people may not understand our switching life, but it works for us and that’s all that matters. We know who we are and we know who the other is. To us it’s easy and natural and normal.
In between all of these goings on we have played and my Lady has been slowly introducing me to cunt torture which I must say right now I actually love! It frightened the life out of me just the thought of it, but the reality is much much nicer!
It’s taken me a few days to write this as my laptop crashed in the middle the last time and it doesn’t seem to take much to stop me writing these days. My Lady gave me a task a while back of writing and since then I have done virtually none. I have no idea why that would be the case but the task seemed to make it different and harder and something that was not achievable. So, I have not been writing since I tried to write a part of the first task and failed to come up with any more than a few lines. My Lady told me to email those lines to her and delete them and then do the rest of the task ongoing. I had to write 2 blog posts, complete an unfinished piece and write something new every week. I feel such a failure for letting her down and continuously not completing my tasks every week since she gave me it and I accepted it.
I managed one week of it and have written nothing at all since, not even any ideas. Help! I have no idea why since I would do almost anything for Her. I am normally very good at analysing why I do the things I do, but this time I am at a loss. Hopefully if I just forget about it being a task and just write like I used to then I maybe can write again? Maybe I’m back, who knows? Oh and just because it’s that time of the year here is a special picture to end this blog post off on!